And continuing my last post,
This moment right here.. I was speechless. Kayla’s mom continued talking about how I organized this whole event on my own. I didn’t really know what to do but to sit there and smile like I was. I probably had this huge cheesy smile on.
And it was hard at that point. Hearing everyone applaud my efforts.. It was hard to stay humble, I tried to give that “It’s no big deal” kind of smile, but I was really close to just crying tears of pure joy right here. Everything was worth it, all the stress, all the sleepless nights..
At this exact moment, I let go of my doubts and I just admitted that I was so proud of myself, more proud than I’ve ever been. I did all of this and.. My mind was blown, when did Superman take over my body and mind to put this together? I don’t remember.
All of these thoughts, all of this happiness. And all I did was sit and smile.